Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Awkward Obligation?

Honestly, I log onto Blogger everyday and tell my self that I will write an amazing new post-- but I never do. I feel like this blog is an obligation and that if I don't keep posting, I'm bad. Huh? I feel bad for not writing as often as I used to and not taking the time to actually write greats posts (like now). Is this blog my last resort of things to do when I feel like my life is at a dull point? I think so. Now that I have so many other duties to do during the day and on my weekends (which sucks!), I am just so exhausted when I get home that I don't so anything. Ahh, the joys of 10th grade, the grade where you only do thing that will in some way aid you for getting into the college of your choice.

Since I feel like I am slacking, I shall provide you with a list of things currently happening in my life.

1. My mom is opening a bead/jewelry store.
2. I am preparing to go to Japan this summer.
3. My sweet little puppy died of cancer, so everything I do reminds me of him and makes me sad.
4. Debate is taking over my life.
5. Taking honors classes is Hell.
6. Learning to drape, which I LOVE, is my excuse for not doing my homework theses days.
7. Trying to stay on top of everything I have to do is as hard as licking my elbow (which apparently some people can do?--weird).

That's me in a nutshell right now. Joy.

9 comments:

The Girl said...

I feel that way a lot too, but then I think, do I every judge other bloggers for not posting? no, and that helps me get over it.

learning to drape!!! how exciting, I still haven't gotten a dress form so I have been attempting to do simple drapes on myself by pinning fabric to my clothes, not working so great.
I'm thinking about making a duck tape one like I've seen. but I am still holding out for an adjustable one for my birthday.

<3 the girl.

DaisyChain said...

never feel bad about not blogging everyday love x

Meghan said...

Okay so
A. I didn't know that you are going to Japan and
B I LOVE DRAPING TOO! But get your work done!!

Anonymous said...

I got this dress form: http://www.allbrands.com/products/abp15219.html

Juice said...

I'm sorry about you puppy :( It happened to me before but he didnt get sick, he got into an accident and I know it's not easy.

I gope you feel better hun :)

Andie said...

your mom is opening a jewelry store? COOL! and im terribly sorry for your dog, thats just too sad :(

Aysia said...

Anon--

That's the same dress form I bought :) Great minds think alike.

In-tree-gue said...

I occasionally get that feeling, but realize I feel better about posting something I'm happy with every now and then rather than posting daily because I feel I have to.
On a positive note that bead store sounds exciting!

noelle chantal said...

that's great that your mom is going to have a jewelry shop! i'm planning to have my clothing business too.

and Japan is really love! :)